I missed blogging! hehe.. Been busy this past few months with "college life"... Hewf!

Anyway, I'm supposed to be studying my specimen. Guess what! You've got it! A FROG! hehe.. We'll be having a practical exam regarding its anatomical features in our zoology class... Too bad Edward (yes Edward is his name! riding with the new moon mania! actually our group has 3 frog specimens named Edward, Bella, and Jacob!) will be dissected already by monday. Right after our practical exams I guess..

Anyway, my college life here is just fine... I find it stressful sometimes.. This week has been the most stressful week by far... Been having bad scores too... And it's already FINALS! Which means 40% of our total grades for this semester... I've been studying pretty hard but I don't know why I keep on having bad luck during quizzes.. I know that I know the lessons pretty well but then when the tests are given, bad luck strikes me! My mind seems to stop working! Then I start to panic, just before I am able to cool down and remember the answer, "TIMES UP! PASS YOUR PAPERS! LATE PAPERS WILL NOT BE ACCEPTED!" I'm sitting at the last row (since i'm number 51 in the class... stupid UST rules... arranging you in alphabetical order.. I hate sitting at the back! a reason why i'm not able to complete my notes... :-( ), so I have to pass my paper immediately to avoid being late...

The result: 10/20 or whatever.... Not the score that I was aiming to have
Anyway, I think this is the result of letting pressure take over me... So guys, here's the tip! Just enjoy while you are still there... Enjoy the company of your friends etc... After all, as what Ms. Stephanie Anne C. Cruz (yes,kapangalan ko siya.. except for the surname of course!), our guidance councilor puts it, life is not a matter of grades, not about the college you attend to... what's important are what you learn from your experiences that may actually help you in your life... :)

BTW other UST rules that I hate aside from the alphabetical arrangement of seats:

1. I hate my sched! Though I don't need to wake up early in the morning except for mondays and tuesdays, I HATE GOING BACK TO MY DORM DURING THE DARK! I'm used to studying during night time because that is when my brain's maximum absorption capacity is at its peak, but I can't do it anymore without the help of caffeine because when I go back to my dorm, I'm too tired from doing all the laboratory works...

2. I hate the rules on groupings... I mean, I have the same set of groupmates from first year to fourth year! Oh come on... How can we practice versatility or the ability to adjust to the attitudes of different people if we work with the same set of people all the time.. Plus I'm tired of doing all the answering in the data sheet... No offense to my groupmates but I'M TIRED OF BEING THE LEADER OF THE GROUP ALL THE TIME.. Can't you do the experiment without my supervision? I mean, all of us in the group has the oportunity to become the leader but why is it that even it's theit turn to become the leader, they always pass on the task to me... They don't even read the procedure for heaven's sake! Plus, not all of them bring the assigned materials... GRRRRRR...

3. I hate not having the freedom to choose my own sched...

4. I'm not in favor of the block section thing from first year to fourth year .. There are more opportunity to mingle with other people if you're not in a block section....

----this is all for now... i really need to study Edward----

Anyway, it was nice blogging again.... Parang outlet ko na 'to from all the stress that i feel.... wla mang magbasa oks pa rin sa akin.. at least i was able to let it out... :)